The people you meet behind unlocked doors are tired of talking about the weather. These are people tired of safety. These people have remodeled too many houses. These are tanned people who've given up smoking and white sugar and salt, fat, and beef. They're people who've watched their parents and grandparents study and work for a lifetime only to end up losing it all.
"My father was a doctor," Tracy says. "The place where he's at now, he can't even remember his own name."
These men and women sitting behind unlocked doors know a bigger house is not the answer. Neither is a better spouse, more money, tighter skin.
"Anything you can acquire," she says, "is only another thing you'll lose."
The answer is there is no answer.
For real, this is a way heavy moment.
-- Chuck Palahnuik, Choke, 256